Survival in Segments
You know, I find myself more and more living my life in segments. Every morning that I wake up for work I count the days until Saturday when I can actually get on and do some sort of work for MY business… and while I’m at work I’m always looking towards the next segment to get me by. How long till first break, when is lunch, where is second break, and finally when to go home. I find things more manageable this way… that is one thing that they say about OCD people is that we tend to get overwhelmed very easily, and if it keeps me from going crazy or shutting down I guess it’s alright. Just sometimes seems like I’m wishing my days away… then when I get home I’m SOOOOOO freaking burned out from working on the computer all day that I don’t even want to get on here and do my blogging or webpage design, which then keeps me stuck working for someone else which is nothing shy of miserable.