One Fine Day
Alright so I’ve mentioned Jesse a few times on here because we’ve been talking a lot lately and I really like her. I really like her and her two little ones. Yesterday was an amazing day. Earlier this week Jesse had asked if I wanted to go to the Native American Festival down in Riverside, sounded good to me and anything hanging out with Jesse is great. So after church we went to McDonalds and ate, then off to the festival. We ended up getting rained on a little bit, but got inside before it started pouring down. I got to meet one of Jesse’s friends Heather, and her husband… unfortunately I’m horrible with names so I don’t remember his name. But the five of us went on to Coldstone for some ice cream, then to the Disney store so Brie could run around for a little bit. After that we parted with Heather and her husband, then went over to my house to “drop me off” and let Brie see my kitty kat. We just hung out for a little while and afterwards went over to Jesse’s grandparents house, finally concluding the night with Jesse bringing me back before heading home herself. Even though me and Jesse don’t get to be terribly affectionate most of the time chasing after Brie, or holding Tristen… I just love being around them. I like Jesse a lot and being around her helping her take care of the kids is more of a blessing than I could ever ask for… but the end of the night is always the best. I love the goodbye hug from Jesse… not that I like saying goodbye, but when she puts her arms around me I just want to squeeze her tight and protect her from everything. Being with her really does make me wish I had the means to take care of them financially so that Jesse could go with her passions of a more artistic career. Trying to follow my own artistic passions I know that it’s tough, and even more so living on your own with little ones to take care of. Maybe one day a couple years from now it will be possible… I know God gives me what I need, sometimes it seems to be barely that, but it’s always what I need, nothing more, nothing less. I’ve become content with that, and I am very content with the gorgeous girl he’s sent me.
Yes I know I’ve still not compiled my journal… been busy getting Archmaille Designs promoted online. Currently 17th place for the term “silver jewelry” Woot!!! Which gets 30,000 searches a month according to Yahoo 
and just moved up to 20th place for “sterling silver jewelry” which is good too… but until I break top 10 I may as well be in 100th place still since the top 10 are the only ones that really get hits… it’s funny how people are, they want the search engines to do all the work for them, they don’t want to have to actually look for something :-PÂ So if it’s not on the first page it may as well not exist… but soon my site shall be so long as I keep on it.