Now we’re done…
Alright… so in the middle of the night I was feeling okay about things… reading my bible and praying I felt a nudging from God… and acted on it. Sometimes those nudgings are there to get us to do something stupid though… I sent this to Jessica via YIM and got her response. If she really does have a new guy (or got back with Rodney) then we’re done… if she doesn’t and was just saying it to get me to leave her alone… that’s pretty rude, and we’re done.
cody sortore: Jessica… I don’t know what offense you hold against me… but I do know that I have a great offense against you, and against God that has to be reconcilled. I put you first in my life, even though we had only been seeing each other for a short time I put talking to you and hanging out with you even before God. I fell exactly where Adam did. The bible is clear that Adam was never decieved, but rather chose to live in sin with Eve over a life with God… he was also too weak to help her in her time of deception… What I did was unfair to you, and did nothing more than put pressure on your already hectic and increasingly pressured life… I’m sorry, it’s something that I must work on daily, I don’t blame you for being mad at me. I’ll take pastor Jesse’s advice now and give you time…
cody sortore: if at some point you want to be friends I would like that. Although I do understand if even that isn’t a possibility. I’m doubly sorry if this message is just another annoyance… I was reading my bible tonight and praying when I felt what is hopefully a nudge from the Holy Spirit saying “pursue her” which seemed a fruitless endeavor since for the last couple of weeks all I’ve managed to do was make myself out to be more and more of a nut in your eyes attempting to pursue your heart… I hope that before the problem was that it was me trying to pursue your heart for the wrong reasons…
Jesse Green: this is her man quit sending her mail bitch